♥ Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Repentance
Well, it is true. I think I owe some people apology because of my past actions. I guess I have been a recluse, which turned out to be a cause of my misery. Yes, I endured the consequences I have done and they were really painful. I hope that today was the end of JUDGMENT DAY. But there is a part of me saying that this will not end that easily.
First of all, I want to say sorry to PKMNph forumers for neglecting the site. I was busy with PLURK and schoolwork. I haven't done the job of being a spy for Kuya Gino's fan club. Well, to satokasu565 (or known as belay or ara), I'm really sorry if I haven't done much. And also, Im' not posting that much now. I'm really sorry.
I also want apologize to Mrs. Torres for disobeying a school order. I brought my tarot cards to school which was stricly forbidden. And ironic to that, she got me using it in her own office. I know I have deifed school authorities, but I do respect our administration. I do respect democracy. I know what I did was wrong, and I promise that I will never do it again. I promise.
And to the bloggers that keep on nagging me about their links, I'm really sorry for ignoring your requests. Do not worry, I'll be updating them now. It's just that I almost put my life in school so I haven't had the chance to really do blogging. Sorry...
Then I want to dedicate this paragraph to a friend of mine. I'll keep this person's name confidential for the sake of protection. I knew that from the start, I was the one who was wrong. Yet, I always say to myself that he/she made the mistake. i'm really sorry. And here I am, finding myself in pity. I'm really sorry. But even though we have this developed friendship, I still regret the mistake that almost made a barricade between us. Note: No one really knows that I have a problem with this person except for me. The concerned person doesn't really know.
And lastly, I want to say sorry to III-Mendel. I always thought that I am a total recluse, and also I blamed some of you, but I was the one with the incapability of opening myself up.
I wish for REPENTANCE. But i'll not demand people to forgive me. It's up to them if they will accept what I have done wrong. I'll promise myself to change. And that change is for the good.
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